Kyuu! Archive-November 2005 ---------------------- midterms... ---------------------- Midterms, argh, midterms, I did bad (in general), the following subject marks have been censored: English: *censored* (my teacher scares me....no really, he does O_o) Design: *censored* (<--in fact I was so horribly shocked about my midterm Design mark, I refuse to talk about it T-T), Chemistry: *censored* (<--also bad, surprisingly this is my lowest mark puu, maybe I should've stayed in the boring academic class....*rethinks* pfft no way, least not with a certain few people who were in my Science class last year that I couldn't stand garrrrrr.). Other than that, I got a lot of 70's =_=, and as usual, Music is always my highest mark (hahaha, easy course lol, and don't say it's because I'm Asian xp). Music: 90, Math: 83, World History to the 16th Century: 76, Biology: 75, Computer & Information Science: 70 (<--it's actually a better mark than you think considering that 1) My teacher last year sucked, was horribly computer illiterate, in mine and other opinions, and taught us nothing, 2) This is a grade 12 course xD) my average sucks, it's the lowest average that I've gotten ever (so I won't say hehe hoho) I haven't shown my parents my report card yet...yet...my mom knows the general outlook of my marks (but not my exact marks), my dad now ehehehe, I will show later because he's super-picky about my marks and if I showed him my midterms now he'd probably ground me for a couple of months without DDR and the internet xp. (grrr...Asian parents pfft). My parents all in all haven't been in that great of an attitude, in all honesty, it's mostly my mom, who's been on the b*tchy side lately (getting pissed at almost everything, getting into arguements with me, my dad and my brother, jumping to illogical conclusions etc.), mid-life crisis maybe? meh, I just hope she goes back to her normal attitude^^;;;; yes, there's some other crap that's happening in my life too but there's no need to mention them xD good news though (in revision from my last blog post), we finally got the Stage Band pictures done for Yearbook. yes!!!! after 5 attempts they finally listened to us (next time it's either they're there for it, or I am not doing the pictures =_=). So Music section is basically all done now =3. Oh, lately I've also gotten re-obsessed with Gundam Wing music, *sniff* unfortunately, I can't find one of my favourite songs from before that got deleted from my computer when I formatted it years ago T-T. So...if anyone can find me "True Reflection" from Gundam Wing, send it to me (you will get a cookie, and I will love you almost forever^^). puu and Shinkai no Kodoku is also another awsome song from Gundam Seed Destiny (I got sheet music for it, but have not attempted it yet because of the complicated left hand patterns which are hard for me to do on the piano xD lol, maybe when I can actually do that with ease, then I'll try playing it x3). lol, yes I love Gundam Wing/Seed/Seed Destiny music <3 (and on another note: Kisshu pwns, and is evilly kawaii x3333 *glomps* now I'll go picture hunting and maybe make a layout out of it xDDDD) and now I'll shut up and go to bed x3 ||November 15,2005|| ---------------------- Crap crap and more crap ---------------------- Yes, I feel like crap, my family is a mess, I'm just horribly worried right now about my parents in general. Not so much my dad though, it's more of my mom. imo (and in the opinion of a few other family members/relatives), my mom's kinda been well....recklessly spending money. (and to think that I was the big spender out of the four of us), she's planning to go to Canton over the March Break to buy a condo unit there. What for (in all honesty) I don't know. Seriously it's pointless, not to mention expensive ($70,000 Canadian Dollars, to be exact, and that's almost all of my dad's annual salary). Naturally, I wouldn't mind, but that is a lot of money (to me anyway), plus keeping a unit in a place where you don't even live in, is honestly stupid. It's a pain to attempt to maintain while you live in a completely different country (and I mean, this situation is like, keeping a house that's on the otherside of the world =_=). My dad's worried sick about it, I'm worried sick about it(mostly about the possibility of...I'm sure you all know what I mean). Of course, I wouldn't say any of that to either of my parents, I'll stop rambling about my crap life now. (I'd ramble more about other crap, but I'd be wasting your precious eyesight and time) Computers, hahaha, test today, I'm very sure, I didn't do good on the practical portion (ehehehe, I couldn't remember the proper colour codes and the setStroke method xp), I didn't something like, 1/2 the program (which *cough* doesn't fully compile either =_=), baka me, I suck at programming. Buuuuuuttttt, I'm pretty sure I did well on the theory part (except for the last question which I know I got wrong). DTAC soon to come, I finally started on my costume for it lol (late I know pfft, no need to rub it in), I will be cosplaying as Edward Elric from Fullmetal Alchemist for this con. So far, my costume is something like 20% done. already have the accessories, gloves, shirt, pants, belt, not exactly the shoes, but close enough, the jacket that Ed wears underneath his red one, which I found basically an exact copy of when I was shopping in the U.S. ^^, and...yep, only thing left to do is complete the red coat, which I have to make from scratch because I'm poor and do not want to use my money to buy one xp(that money is to spend on cheap good stuff at the con^^). Yep....I'm having a lot of ups and downs these days >_> (oh, forgot to mention that, we seem to have gotten an early winter, because it's been snowing, hopefully we'll get an early summer too lol. and....layout change soon..hopefully lol, just a change to something more wintery ) ||November 21,2005|| ---------------------- la la la randomness ---------------------- for the next 5 some seconds I will post the first things that come to mind: .....pocky......food......sleep....food....pudding....homework....costume...fooooood well, o.k. I'm not actually hungry considering that I ate a lot for dinner xp (but I won't describe it to keep you people who are reading this, from drooling and/or throwing up over your desk and/or keyboard xD) School, homework, gahhh, Chem test today, well, instead of having the test that was supposed to be on all the Nomenclature that we learned already, Bloch, decided that we've have a part 2 test first and then and all Nomenclature test later on. garrr, what a waste of my precious time having to go over all that this morning and during lunch >_<;;; but at least it's a bit more fair, since we weren't even given a week's notice for the that test. >_> Snow snow snow, it's everywhere, and it's cold xp, but least it means Christmas is coming soon^^ started planning for the secret santa thing with my friends. (yep, and this will give everyone plenty of time to buy stuff for whoever they got, unlike last year lol). Still not sure of the date it'll be on (but, it has to be before Mandy leaves for her trip x3). that also reminds me that I really have to work on my costume for December Anime Con. (still trying to get the sewing machine to work bleh, it hates me). I've nearly gotten all the parts of Ed's coat cut now (all that's left is the hood, and I'll paint on the symbol on the back last when I'm done sewing). So I'd say my costume is about 25% done lol (and note, this has to be done before next Sunday xD) hopefully I'll also get some time to do a new layout for this blog (I'm starting to get bored of seeing the plain-ness of my layout here xp). Yep.....and........I should stop staying up to so late every night xD (buuuuutttt, at least I'm not as late as some other people *cough* you know who you are out there xD) ||November 25,2005|| ---------------------- cosplay crisis T-T ---------------------- Wah, such horror, my sewing machine broke down on me while I was working on my costume today (noooooooooooooooooo etc. *continues on for another 2 some hours*) Anyway, yes, it sucks, I want to get my costume finished (because weee, Ed-ness hahahaha ya.....), so I'm now left with a couple of options: 1) if my dad can fix it, great I can probably finish 2) ask my grandfather to help me out with it (<--in such a case, he can most likely finish it in time) 3) buy something else and improvise (so far, this doesn't seem very possible since I'm poor and cheap and wish to spend on stuff at the con xp) or 4) use the coat that my mom had originally let me use and just stick the alchemy sign on the back (umm...the coat itself wasn't actually too bad, except the black seam really bugged me and the coat size compared to me is big, and wide, and as you all know, I'm skinny O_o;; ) yep, so not very pleasant, 4) so far seems to be the only resort I'm left with in such a short time frame but in any case, I will, hopefully, have the actually jacket I'm making, done for either MTAC or Anime North yep, so fingers crossed everyone that I can have my stuff done before the weekend(or Saturday the latest xD) and now I have to go to bed before I end up staying up later than I need to (especially since I have orchestra practice tomorrow, and need to wake up early and go on my own, and....I should shut up now, hahahaha *is dragged away*) ||November 30,2005||